add my other tumblr im on it more i actually logged into this one by accident the other one is teach me to love like you do
i have a feeling i know exactly who asked this. and im not a Christrian, i am a follower of Christ, granted every day is a struggle between good and evil for me and i get through like that, day by day. some days i dont always live as free as sin as i should, but my God is forgiving.The past is the past and i have let it go, and im now focusing on my son and our future and whatever God has planned for us and just because im pregnant and not married in no means make me a “slut”. now you should really move on with your life and leave me alone finally :) prayin for ya thank you doll!!!
thanks so much!!!!
I have been running away from my feelings again.
Austin and I brokeup , and no im not okay im not handling it well and i have pretty much done everything to avoid my feelings.
I need to get back to God
He sent me someone that connected with me and together we can help each other and really be accountability partners which is what I have needed.!!!
I want to feel ok again and I know that the only way thats possible is getting back to the relationship with God
And I will
Hes still here, He still loves me.
after all I have done.
sweet mercy, sweet, grace, sweet surrender.
97 pounds. 114 pounds i was happy. now i cant stop, but ill be fine.
you knew the real me and so does HE
http://living4himalone.tumblr.com/
i have no idea how to respnd haha but do u think u can email me?
brooekjay81@hotmail.com
is it wrong for a Christrian to get a tattoo?
i need your thoughts
It pretty much opened my eyes and flipped my world upside down.
In a very good way.
Will be writing about all that happened slowly.
too many emotions, too much wasted time, please tell me this isnt the end and it wont be goodbye.
i hope you know that id still bleed for you, id die for if u wanted, i cant find the truth,
still needing still wanting you here.
but your too far gone and im afraid our end is near.
Trying to make sense of your goodbye is like tryin to catch the rain,
to much work, for to much pain,
my thoughts are stuck in reverse,
playback of our memories,
and all i can do is watch
along with trying to breathe,
this isn’t easy,
you left me here alone,
and i dont know what to do,
guess i shoulda known.
is there someone else?
was i just not good enough?
you and your ways huh, always tryna be tough.
Do you want me to wait, or should i just move on?
you said goodbye, but i mean..are..you…really..gone?
my mind is saying go, my hearts pleading for me to stay.
its a game of tug of war and I dont want to play.
what do i do with the pictures or the ring you bought for me?
put em in a box, or keep them and wait on you and go to bed cold and lonely?
Wish i could sleep,
but i keep askin why?
what was the reason for your goodbye?
its like trying to catch the rain,
and maybe one day ill find out…
but for now its to much work for to much pain.
