August 2011
1 post
ok so i havent been on for a very long time
I have been running away from my feelings again. Austin and I brokeup , and no im not okay im not handling it well and i have pretty much done everything to avoid my feelings.
I need to get back to God
He sent me someone that connected with me and together we can help each other and really be accountability partners which is what I have needed.!!!
I want to feel ok again and I know that the...
July 2011
1 post
97 pounds. 114 pounds i was happy. now i cant stop, but ill be fine.
you knew the real me and so does HE
June 2011
10 posts
http://living4himalone.tumblr.com/
i have no idea how to respnd haha but do u think u can email me?
brooekjay81@hotmail.com
is it wrong for a Christrian to get a tattoo?
i need your thoughts
Just got home, been in the Dominican Republic for...
It pretty much opened my eyes and flipped my world upside down.
In a very good way.
Will be writing about all that happened slowly.
to the one i miss most.
too many emotions, too much wasted time, please tell me this isnt the end and it wont be goodbye.
i hope you know that id still bleed for you, id die for if u wanted, i cant find the truth,
still needing still wanting you here.
but your too far gone and im afraid our end is near.
Trying to make sense of your goodbye is like tryin to catch the rain,
to much work, for to much pain,
my thoughts are stuck in reverse,
playback of our memories,
and all i can do is watch
along with trying to breathe,
this isn’t easy,
you left me here alone,
and i dont know what to do,
guess i shoulda known.
is there someone else?
was i just not good enough?
you and your ways...
Untitled: iv been running away for so long →
trying to chase something but i didnt have a clue what it was. I knew i wanted it bad tho. when it all caght up to me i realized i was chasing nothing but air. I miss you everyday i have missed youi everyday. but i pushed thoughts of you out of my mind and did what i pleased not caring about what…
i hope this is not in vain..
at first i was all for being open, but i closed off compelty. shut down. and then we lost it all. now im giving my all, the funny thing is is the reason i didnt give my all the first time was because i was scared to get hurt. now im scared but even if i am left broken ill know that i have done literally everything I could. Yes ill be broken but God will have me this time and I wont deal with it...
The world and I were in a boxing ring. When I left God stepped into believin I could do it all alone. At first I had all the adreniline I needed.to take it on…but ten seconds later it fades. I got knocked off my feet beat down and stepped on. Its been a long bitter rough road with cha God but man has it been the sweetest surrender. Thank You for still bein here <3
April 2011
6 posts
dear female population
why are we so mean to one another?
you cant ever have a true friend. You think you have one then something happens and they become your worst enemy. I cant walk into a room of girls and not expect to be judged for what i look like, what im wearing, or how I talk. Its always a competition of who has the best of the best. We look at other girls wanting to be like them, the girls we want to be like...
haha
so austin went to the store to get us energy drinks (ten o clock at night,great idea i know.) he goes downstairs from my room to change into some gym shorts. as soon as he hits the stairs he takes his belt off, with his belt undone and him about to undo his button his mom comes out of her room and greets him at the bottom of the stairs. she looks at him then at his belt and he goes “this...
“Sin has lost its power, death has lost its sting. From the grave You’ve...”
God is with me, God is here. He knows everything,...
March 2011
3 posts
Death isnt scary if you die daily
die to self; live in peace.
my boyfriends new single "tonight" that i helped... →
February 2011
13 posts
Watch
You are a woman. An image bearer of God. The Crown...
“maybe the reason it looks like I have done more wrong is because i tell you...”
im my own worst critic
im too nice
if someone needs something ill do almost anything in my power to make it happen even if it means me suffering
this is not always good but the way God made me :)
Christrian rap :) →
“Jesus loves the hell out of you”
favorite song →
January 2011
21 posts
So in love with God and so lucky to be in love...
♛a rebel's guide to joy: Some thoughts. →
classyliving:
You know those days when you are just filled with power. Joy and peace seem like they’re just overflowing. You get all eager to pray on the sick and read your Bible. You jump into the presence of God and are just real with Him about everything. You say “thank you” and mean it…
From the book, Take Four by Karen Kingsbury
Brandon: Really... you think the message of the film is that religious?
Dayne: Not religious. That's not the right word. Faith should be a relationship with God. You can grow into that relationship a lot of ways. Certainly by going to church and reading your Bible. By praying. But not by being religious. Some of Jesus' least favorite people in His day were the religious leaders. Pious and self-righteous. He's looking for the broken people... people who need Him.
“My sisters of Christ please do not let your outward appearance become more...”
– (via selfless-kid)
hardcore Bible thumpin spirit filled Jesus freak... →
Battle
today i am fighting demons
God has armed me and readied me though, no worries just love and faith!!!
stressed to the max but not going to worry cause...
#18 on the Christian charts out of 30,000 songs :)... →
The heart of God loves a persevering worshipper...
I need to follow more Christians; so reblog if...
hisloveliftsme:
yeahimawildflower:
If you’re not, please just ignore this. I’m not hating on you for not believing what I do. I’m just saying I enjoy seeing the posts about God on my dash, and at the moment, i don’t have a lot of that.
hisloveliftsme: I love finding new inspirational Christian blogs!
You don't need to know where you're going if God...